DECEMDYL #154

you were always so big to me
big with protection
big with your lack of inflection
big with your always doing the right thing
big with how much you did behind the scenes without signs I’d have known as hopping through the ring

to us
to we
to me

I didn’t start this diary with intention to Salute your absence…
ergo
the Gallery of DNA has been a window into yesterday and the Milky Way
lost and found
in milliseconds and forever
patches of catatonia
and yet a painful, pleasure all-promise to pay respects to the big
and proud
from my loud,
everyday.

let me pull-rank
here
this time,
and call-it ‘done’ with regards the Epilogue
before perhaps each other between then, them each paragraph  

And then………

in 154 sun-ups and sets from today
the sense of this one will fit
and so the space with which I am
may flit, flint, glint and shimmer
and perhaps in some other way present itself
differently
because
there on that day
I can only be

differently
there

But,
still and always to Salute
proud I’ve been this great recruit
since that unexpected morning
for the since-then, some cleansing and more painful mourning
‘normal’ ~ so they say
for those who on the inside of the other side,
get it
from here,
upward to the Light
and just-knowing what that looks like back from there in the Milky Way. 

At home

in the #GalleryOfDNA


THIS IS THE ROUSE THAT MY ART BUILT 

 

#GalleryOfDNA 

© Dylan Balkind

 

 

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